What has God called you to do? God created you for a reason and gave you unique gifts. These gifts are to be used for His glory. He will make His purpose known if you ask. Examine your heart and see if your intentions are driven by self or by serving God.
As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to one hope when you were called.